Payphone - Maroon 5 (Alex G Acoustic Cover ft Jameson Bass) Official Cover Music Video
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Posted: May 28th 2012
For a girl that certainly gets what she wants and gets everything her way at all times, I am now at a state of not knowing exactly what I want. Why am I dealing with this now??! I seriously don’t need this.. Sigh* Even a fighter needs to rest in order to restore stamina. Too much energy being taken away from me.
I’m confused. I don’t know if I’m the good guy or the bad guy. Whenever I feel down and when I’m at my worst, instead of being comforted, I get criticized for feeling such way. Seriously? I have enough burden to deal with, so why add to it? The best part is, I have to apologize for. every. single. damn. thing. that “I do” that this person doesn’t like. Way to make things about you. You know what? fuck you. Sorry for being vulgar, but this is the only word that can express my feelings right now. I hate feeling like this because I’m a happy and very optimistic person.
I don’t know what I want at this point, but I do know what I need. I need to breathe. I need to rest. I need to reflect about the things around me because every single action counts. I am way too overwhelmed. I need to re-construct to make myself a better protection in rainy days because I might just break apart in such short notice. I don’t want this to be the end of me. And so, I need time, not only to immune this, but to emulate. I need to be given a break, I need a kit-kat, pronto ! Don’t be way too critical. Be patient, because I’ve always been.
